Is lonely, or non-mainstream


Original Author: Ys night Hits:

Tonight destined to be a sleepless night, his thoughts wandering in the air, is lonely, Guzhennanmian? Or non-mainstream, a person's decadence?

off the light of the room, a little dark, a bit cold,uggs boots outlet! Helpless, point a candle light, wind whistling outside the window, with the candlelight crumbling figure, like the wandering souls, eyes dull to write the third year perspective diary yesterday, the text in the slightest trace of sadness in this night , numerous such thoughts do not want to follow their own! But in the end it is futile! Knowing the result is no different, but still untied the knot that the slightest wound; knows the pain is still spreading, but still stubbornly forward to the pale silence! In order to camouflage an indifferent face, hard to deceive the self, almost all of the hidden pain. Just leave, they learned that the relationship with you is so cold, the distance from you is so far away.

a telephone, a conversation, in my heart stirred by the gentle waves inside, this feeling inadvertently flowing, in solitude and loneliness of self-reflection. However, I do not understand what the true meaning of friends? What is a friend, whether we be friends? Or students? I am not from that, just know that we have to learn together, play together, but our lives do not seem to any intersection, so I often isolate ourselves, not allowing people into my world, do not know how to make more than others into my world just because my world a little black, a bit cold,ugg italia, a little lonely, a little decadent, a bit helpless ... Admittedly, I was afraid, I was afraid of being rejected, fear that others refuse to enter the gray space belongs to me, I fear other people see this decadent figure. alone in this world wandering.

a person accustomed to the night, opened the window, the night wind hit my myriad of thoughts, the brain sea fishes drowsiness, already in this winter's night disappeared. bleak feeling the pain. Quezen also not left out the hearts of solitude and loneliness. Returning to the night sky and looked up, half disappeared, the drive does not take the night alone; stars dim, get rid of the sleep of the lonely. Memories of the night started,nike air max Interpretation , that aesthetic feeli, thoughts in the night sky flying, I think the most blazing words to express to you my most sincere feelings. but I can not, the students have left, whether you like me miss the past and miss all the past. Now I am old already decadent still in depravity, no one for help and share,nike free danmark I was infatuated tail flames, not enough courage again pediment. residual trace memories are worth a thousand words but also untold Acacia, the former through thick and thin, in the years under the relentless impact, stranding the quarters depicting hip-hop, walk the campus, classrooms and hard work of the screen, which involve the slightest sadness in the night flying.

miss the students who had to flee, repeat the self-sigh with frustration, and You gradually cut off contact, whether or friends? whether or classmates? Memories of the past will change over time and space disappear? Emotional numbness had been illegible right and wrong, my world has lost its former color, suddenly everything becomes strange that only the black touch of sadness still lingering, the shuttle on this campus is not your, heart to leave quietly, gradually closed my world, a loner, is strenuously studying? Or decadent depravity?

I feel the people have changed the pain, to understand that is what a bone-deep wound, could not bear parting, parting without complaint, but can do nothing? Everything I can not change everything, such as this winter's bleak, no amount of warmth can not cover up the cold night of loneliness, of sadness too much heart, the eyes have too much nostalgia, but can do nothing ? Tonight's thoughts had to throw fly, quietly nestled in the window, point a melancholy fireworks,nike free run danmark, revel in the darkness, non-mainstream-type buried in the next month ...

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